Saturday

Aku x paham....Miyane...:(

AKU SALAH.........
To err..is human....IRians msty tw an diz sentence.oke.h0m0 sapien mmg x kn penah lari dri wat silap..aku tw bnyk sgt silap aku kt k0rg..aku tw bnyk sgt hati membe2 aku yg aku saketkan...aku taw brape rmai membe aku yg sbnrnye x ske aku..s0,aku nk mintak maaf..s0rry tw KAWAN..aku dpt tw..org ni x suke aku..org tu x ske aku..c Z x ske aku..c K x ske aku..c N x ske aku..c Y x ske aku..hmm..bnyk an yg benci aku??nmpk sgt aku terok..aku x tw la ape slh aku kat kaw.smpay nk membeze bezekan aku nan membe laen.pdehal we're in da same gr0up.aku x taw la weh ape yg kaw pk an smpy kaw berubah cm uh nan aku.aku x tw ape dlm fikiran kaw smpy pk yg bukan2 sal aku.AKU X TAW APE SBENARNYE YG K0WG NAK!!..oke.mybe dy benci aku sebab aku rapat nan org yg kaw syg.mybe c0z kaw pk aku rampas ape yg kaw ade.mybe dy benci aku coz aku ni keling.err.it's juz my mind like..u get what i mean rite??mybe dy benci aku coz aku ni hipokrit.mybe dy benci aku coz aku x matang..mybe dy benci aku coz aku suke menunjuk,belagak..mybe dy benci aku coz aku cm x apprcte dy..mybe dy benci aku coz aku s0me0ne yg mmg w0rst k0t.mybe dy benci aku...mybe..mybe..mybe...n s0 on till we change it t0 perhaps....kam0n la guys..mmg la hati kite ade jee yg kite x ske sal seseorg an..tp,x leh ke law k0wg terus ckap jee kat aku??mybe aku leh perbaki diri aku ni balek..law k0rg x cakap,h0w can i n0e my mistakesssss??????hhmm..entahlah..wat org tu..tolonglah jgn slh faham between aku nan org yg kaw syg uh..aku x pnah rmpas ape yg kaw da miliki skang ni..x terlintas un weh..seyesli,n0rmal than usual..pk la sendiri maksud aku uh..wat org sane lak..un same..nape kaw ja0h an diri kaw bile aku plak yg rpt nan org yg kaw syg gak???kaw jgak beza-bezakan aku nan membe2 laen...bukan nk ungkit weh..tpi,dlm berkawan kite kne fair..aku wat ANDAIAN cmni lah an..s0rg cikgu akan beli an hadiah unt0k sume anak-anak murid dy yg seramai 30 org..then,ade s0rg budak x dapat.bukan sbb x cuk0p duet ke hape o trlupe o whatever la kan.tapi,sbb cikgu tu mmg x hingen nk beli an ntok anak murid dy yg sowg uh.msty la mured uh ase nk nanges an??in diz case,i'm n0t talking b0ut things given.but i'm talking bout being fair in 'friend'ing..all diz while,mane2 jee aku pi,ingtn aku x pnah tlupe kat sume membe aku.bile ade yg  x cuk0p,aku ase serba salah yg amat hnya tuhan jee yg tw.nak tw nape???sbb aku syg sume membe aku.but..h0w c0me u cn juz ign0re my feelings n acting like there's n0thing happen??kaw gurau2 nan aku cm bese..kaw wat lawak nan aku hari2..aku pk mmg x der pape..until..everything da terb0ngkar juz n0w..camni an kaw kat aku..law btol kaw x ske aku,wat care x suke..jgnla hiris hati aku diam2..pedih weh!!ngilu!!hhhmm..ag 1,law awak benci aku,x yah la nak menyalahkan bdak sekolah aku lak.x yah la nak mmbezekan budak sekolah harian nan smka kluster cm sekolah aku ni an..aku jee yg bermasalah nan awak..bukan 1 skolah yg cri pasal nan kaw.law 1 sekolah,mmg da x de mase awak nak perli2 aku c0z awak da mamp0s.*s0ry la bhasa kasar cket..*x der maks0d un..tp,caye lah awak nan kawan awak uh...ape yg berlaku antare aku nan kawan kpd kawan awak uh HANYELAH SALAH FAHAM...ske hati la nk caye x..

                                                            SECRET.............
a few little secrets are fine.it's the big ones you have to watch out for..the point is.....CAN U KEEP A SECRET??????
okay..let's start...everyone has a few secrets.it's c0mpletely a n0rmal thing for us la kan n i'm sure i don't have any more than anybody else.i'm not talking bout big,earth-shattering secrets.N0t 
the-president-is-planning-to-bomb-Japan-and-only-Will-Smith-can-save-the-world type secrets. mine is juz normal,everyday little secrets.BUT THE BIGGEST MISTAKE I'VE EVER D0NE WAS TELLING YOU MY SECRET!!!oke.i feel unsafe.u n0e y??sbb aku rase disebabkan kaw mul0t celupar naw mmg sgaje nak jat0hkan aku c0z kaw x ske aku,aku hilang kawan2 aku..okay i admitted!!mmg dulu aku salah c0z aku x pat kawal em0si aku smpy bgtw owg laen scare terbuka sal 'hal itu' n kaw antare org yg tw*it seemed like dat was n0 longer a secret anym0re*.tapi nape msty kaw bgtw kat org tuh??n dsebab an pemberitahuan uh,aku nan dy da jadi cam sampah nan kl0r0x!!yg kamu uh lak!!kamu un same2 ngumpat nan aku sal dy an??ala..x kesah sgt un c0z bkan bdak skewl aku..tp msty nape kamu bgtw dy gak??sbb kaw rela jadi hamba abdi pesuruhjaya nt0k spy aku ape yg aku x ske sal dy??aku ne0k kaw bkan la rpt sgt un nan dy..tp,mybe c0z kaw x nk hilang p0pulariti kaw,sgg0p kaw wat cmni kat aku an even kite membe agak rapat??hhmm..aku x salahkan kaw weh.sbb aku gak yg 100% salah c0z pilih kaw nt0k 'bercerite' sal dy..entahlah..sumtyms,there's a few secret we have t0 let others n0e..c0z kite x leh pendam sgt dlm hati.n aku adalh org cm uh.it's better i'm revealing a x-suke-orang secret aku.pasai apa??pasai law aku pendam,wat bernananah jee dlm hati n aku akn berdendam nan dy.then,bile dy wat sumtin yg membuat aku meletup,dy jugak yg ter0k.s0,bile aku da lpas an,aku x de la pk sgt sal dy uh.pham ark??errgghh!!s0..uji diri kaw.bile da bace bl0g aku ni..can u still be a secret keeper???it's a challenge..!n i really mean it!

 amacam??kaw adee bran nak wat??

                                                                                                                                                    pinkyunni                                                                                                                              

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